及时行孝.

婆婆就这样离去了..
还记得那天妈妈眼泛泪光地告诉我们这消息..顿时感到很突然,真的无法接受一个平时好好的人就这么离世了..

那天,五月八日,也就是母亲节那天..
叔叔买了一个蛋糕,放在婆婆的灵堂前..然后大家就一起清唱了一首耳熟能详的歌..

''世上只有妈妈好,有妈的孩子像个宝,投进妈妈的怀抱,幸福享不了,没有妈妈最苦恼,没妈的孩子像根草,离开妈妈的怀抱,幸福哪里找.....''

听到这一句时,本来平静的我还是忍不住掉下了眼泪..
那一天,本来我应该在关丹帮老师主持母亲节庆典,和小朋友们一起开心地唱这首歌来歌颂天下的母亲们的..
没想到却在这种场合下唱这首歌..

唱完后,我紧紧地抱着妈妈说''母亲节快乐,妈,我爱你!''

妈妈在身边的日子是最幸福的,不要等到没有机会行孝时才后悔..
不要吝啬每一句与妈妈的对话，
往往那就是她最希望听到的，
今天就告诉妈妈她对你有多重要吧！

holidays..

nothing special for this one week holidays but in fact i gain many experience and realise many things..
life's simple at home with sis..
never experience home alone before so it's quite challenging though..
everything is on my own and just stay all day long at home coz i dun dare to drive T.T

luckily it's ended now..
and i cant really believe that can stay with sis so long time without any quarrels or what..
haha..maybe we need support from each other and i really appreciate that..
thanks sis,love you ♥

hate myself..

i hate myself somtimes..
just a simple decision can take me ages to decide..
i know this kind of personality do drive everyone crazy..
i've tried to overcome it but it still doesn't work that way..
maybe i really think too much,consider too much of things and end up getting nothing. *sighs*

i got lots of things to say..
buried in the heart makes me feel like bursting..
but so what? who cares..
somehow i'm the one who did wrong or what..
i don't really have the guts to apologize or whatever..
i'm struggling in between..should or should not..don't have any guide in direction..
wondering what's happening next..
i just hope that i can get rid of this kind of feeling fast..
feeling so breathless..

holidays gonna end very soon..
i really hope that i can fully use this time..
to study,to gain,to realise,to be independent or perharps to get rid of the stupid feelings =S

BON VOYAGE

JYO LYN,a name which i got familiar since Standard 2 ..
that time dont really know her presence..
just remember her sis,Mae Lyn came in our class one day,saying that she is absent to school because of asthma..and she's one of my classmate which skip standard 4 with me after passing the PTS exam..
that's the only memory I can recalled during primary school time..=P

until Form 3,when Min Zhen leave kuantan to KL,i got so ''lucky'' to sit beside her (no offense kay..hehe =P) and become crazy partners cause of her influence..
out of boredom in school..we chat along together,sharing wu liao jokes,gossiping and even passing notes during classes while we just sitting beside! lols.

Then,is the Botak Gang.get along with members HL,JH,KT and YS.creating sound pollution all the day,making fun,sharing thoughts,went for annual trip together,organising activities,forming study group,creating Megapau Festival,doing all the crazy things together,laughing without worries all the day with them and supporting each other no matter what happened.

After SPM,we managed to have our last annual Botak Trip together before she's leaving to INTI after taking the JPA scholarship.Luckily we still keep in touch after that and it's nice that we can still meet and be like before.chit-chatting around and sharing thoughts.

Now,she's leaving soon to America,pursuing her degree in Engineering there.too bad the flying time clash with our PA tuition time.so can't really make it.I'm so gonna go to KLIA! T_T

Anyway,really thanks for the companion and being my listener and also supporter all the way.I really appreciate it.No matter what,you are always my BEST friend to be with.

May all your wishes come true and I sincerely hope that you can enjoy your uni life there.


"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."


Thanks for everything.Bon Voyage and take care! =)


With loves, ♥

YQ

do you remember?

i just miss my form 5 life with idiots n botaks so much..

miss the happiness we share..
miss the meaningless talk with no worries..
miss the time we share our opinions..
miss the hard time that we went through together..
miss the time we work hard for the same aim..
miss the sincerity that we gave..
miss the pureness of our friendship..
miss the life full with laughter and craziness..
miss the time of sharing really wu liao jokes..
miss the time we ponteng together..
miss the time of passing papers writing short messages although just sitting beside..
miss the time of completing school projects with the co-operation of all the teammates..
miss the time of planning our annual trip..
miss the time of creating Big Pau Festival with songs n lyrics..
miss the time being scold by the teacher together bcoz of the imitation of her action..
miss the time playing card games with the punishment of hugging a tree..
miss the time we take part in the comedy drama performance..
miss the time we pass around books to record down our memories..
miss the time we create sound pollution in the kopitiam just for a reunion..
miss the eternal friendship bond between us..

thanks for bringing me such great memories..
u all are in my heart always..
friends 4ever and ever..

memories..

today went to pray my grandpa..
time just passed so fast that i can't even realised that grandpa had left us for almost one year..
i can still remember the feeling of lost,depression and sadness for not having the chance to hear his last words..
anyway after going through this..i have learned a lot..and learn to be tougher and stronger..
actually everyone will eventually leave this world..so just don't be sad..just let it go..let time be the best medicine to cure the heart..
as we are still here..do cherish what we have now..as long as u can still breathe,there's always hope..stop complaining and start appreciating what we have now..
so i will always remember this and move on..
may u rest in peace grandpa..

-i love you always- ♥

speech-less

speechles these few days..everything just seems to be mess up..every1 not in good mood..things happened makes me feel down..me myself duno why and what happened actually..things just come together in a while..

MOODY =(

just hope these things will be over soon and everything reverts to normal..and i can get back my happiness..

after all,i'm still me..that original me..nothing changed..just the environment changed..so i think there's no need for me to explain anything about me..u all know well about me..

these days just tired for being have to explain everything..worrying if any of my thoughts will makes others unhappy..so i just ending up in not talking..tat's the best way to avoid any misunderstoods..

and if any of you feel being isolated from me..i'm sorry about that..i have my down times and i need sum time to clear up my mind..i really need it..

* Botak Memories *

YEAR 2009 just began !
Let's review about activity of botaks during past few years..
This is the first post of me posting photos..so it's really a time-consuming job for me as a ''beginner''..however,it worths as these are really great memories to me..

-Year 2005-

Group photos after taking PMR results..^^


Hui Ling and Jyo during the 1st annual botak trip..


-Year 2006-


[ Botak's annual trip 2006 ]

Posing as a statue at KLCC Convention Centre..

Taken at Aquaria KLCC..where am I looking at?..


-Year 2007-


[ Sandcastle Building Competition ]

From the left : Jyo,Sook Mun,Hui Ling,Me and Sin Mun.Calvin is the
tallest!

[ PBC installation DaY ]


[ Ponteng to YC at Old Town due to extreme boredom during our
LAST Sports Day in school ]

Gabriel,Hui Yi,Jyo n Me..and the photographer in the mirror..haha..

[ Dinner at Croc-Rock ]



[ Gathering during Mooncake Festival with Mr.Leong ]


Posing with the big turtle we have made..

[ Another gathering at TC ]



[ mY birthday celebration at Secret Recipe ]

BUT..where is me?lol.

[ Photo Snapping Before Leaving the school ]




Taken during Jubli Emas..^^


[ Botak annual trip 2007 and Edu Fair in KL ]

Taken at Planeterium..

Jyo and I at San Francisco Steak House..^^

Try to gain our balancing at planeterium..

Hui Ling and Jyo trying the ice-cream served at the edu fair booth..

bunch of botaks except JH not in the photo + Ting Yee and Jun Jun
at the garden of KLCC..



-Year 2008-

[ YC at Kemaman Kopitiam ]


[ 1st experience at Starbucks Coffee ]

This is the results of Self-timer capture..lol.

Jyo and I.

[ Lala Hunt ]



[ Botak annual trip 2008 @ KL Genting Mission ]

Capture in the cable car..

Botaks~!


[ YC before Tebak leaving Kuantan ]



[ SPM results award-giving ceremony ]




[ YC at Relax before MATRIX students leaving ]


[ Gathering for the celebration of JH's birthday ]


[ Dinner at BayLeaf ]



[ Botak's Reunion at Pizza Hut ]


[ Gathering 1 day before the release of SPM results ]


Looks like a family-potrait huh?haha..


Finally,

[ Botak's Reunion at TC - end of year 2008 ]

Finally DONE!

These memories not only must keep in here..but also in our hearts..

Thanks for being my best friends,botaks..

LONG LIVE BOTAKS !

LONG LIVE IDIOTS + I !

- FRIENDS 4EVER - ♥

Happy New Year !

yeah..HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 to everyone! ('',)

打华文真的很折磨也。。
幸福套餐第一：被點者請在自己的 BLOG裏寫下答案
第二：請傳另外十位的人.=)
第三：傳閱人‘請在于這十位當中鬥留言版’ 告知他(她) 被點名了..
第四：這當中的十位的人‘不得拒絕’
第五：被點者‘請注明被誰點暸’ 在哪接到‘在傳給下十位’
第六：這些被點名者’ 你們被點會得到祝福‘並且願望會實現’ 也會得到幸福.^^
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幸福套餐 NO.1 ♥
1. 你的綽號 : QianY
2. 年齡 : 十七岁一个月多..^^
3. 生日 : 十一月六日
4. 星座 : 天蝎座
5. 興趣 : 游泳,跟朋友聊天,上网,阅读..
6. 專長 : 说废话?打圆场?..哈哈..我在各个领域都算还好而已..
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幸福套餐 NO.2 ♥
1. 你有沒有喜歡的人? : 有的..看什么程度吧!
2. 是否在交往? : 不是
3. 現在幸福嗎? : 有手有脚,有得住有的吃,有爱护我的家人和朋友...还不幸福?
4. 如果上天給你勇氣，最想做什麽事? : 说一些平常不敢说的话..完成遥不可及的愿望..
5. 如果有天,你愛的人跟你告白的話? : 那么我应该是世上最开心、幸福的人了..=D
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幸福套餐 NO.3 ♥
1. 點你的人是 : 何祖琳..哈哈
2. 他（她）是妳的 : 最好的朋友..
3. 他（她）的個性? : 开朗,有上进心,有毅力的人..同时也是最无聊的一个..
4. 認識他（她）多久? : 再多几天就十一年了..从二年级到现在..^^
5. 你覺得他（她）怎樣? : 棒
6. 你想對他（她) 說什麽 : 有你真好! 谢谢你一路以来的支持与陪伴..
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幸福套餐 NO.4 ♥
1. 最愛的節目 : 室内设计、综艺及美食节目..
2. 最愛的音樂 : 古典音乐..东方神起的歌！
3. 最愛的季節 : 秋天..虽然我本身还没机会经历过..
4. 最愛的卡通 : 迪斯尼！
5. 最愛的人 : 家人，朋友
6. 最愛的顔色 : 紫色
7. 最愛的國家 : 澳洲、韩国、和日本
8. 最愛的天氣 : 阴天
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幸福套餐 NO.5 ♥
1. 如果上天給你三個願望: 家人平安、健康；到外国深造；提高家人的生活素质
2. 你是很專一的人嗎 : 是
3. 最深刻的回憶 : 跟朋友颠在一起的快乐回忆
4. 你是個很有信心的人嗎? : 不
5. 你很愛微笑嗎 : 甚少，除了很开心的时候..
6. 如果你要放棄你現在的生活,你願意嗎: 当然不愿意
7. 妄想什麽樣的生活 : 幸福,平凡，无忧无虑
8. 是否橫刀奪愛才是愛 : 绝对不是


調卷到此結束‘點人者請至于被點者的留言版’ 告知被點名了.
點名名單: Xuan.Lin.Gary.Hui Fern.

Beautiful Thing - XiahJunsu

Anyways, instructions:
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.


1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
> DBSK - Picture of you (nice song)

2. How would you describe yourself?
> 专属天使 - Tank

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
> DBSK - Always There..

4. How do you feel today?
> More than words - Westlife ( lol !..)

5. What is your life's purpose?
> 4 Minutes to save the world - Madonna ft. Justin Timberlake

6. What is your motto?
> Start of something new - High School Musical

7. What do your friends think of you?
> Won't go home without you - Maroon 5

8. What do you think of your parents?
> I'm Yours - Jason Mraz (such a suitable answer ^^)

9. What do you think about very often?
> 彩虹 － Jay Chou

10. What is 2+2?
> O-Jung.Ban.Hap - DBSK

11. What do you think of your best friends?
> Apologize - One Republic

12. What do you think of the person you like?
> May I Love You - Yunho and Jae Joong (such a coincidence! i can't even believe this..)

13. What is your life?
> Tamagawa - Honey and Clover soundtrack (what's the meaning of tamagawa?..i wonder..but this is really a
comfortable song..)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
> All Over Again - Ronan Keating ft Kate Rusby

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
> 七里香 - Jay Chou

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
> This Love - Maroon 5 (is it a dancing song?)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
> 四面楚歌 － Jay Chou (will they..??)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
> Holding Back The Tears - DBSK (funny hobby indeed..=P)

19. What is your biggest fear?
> 一首歌的时间 - Jay Chou

20. What is your biggest secret?
> Heaven Knows - Various Artists (lol..GREAT answer that the song gave..)

21. What do you think of your friends?
> A night to remember - High School Musical

22. What will you post this as?
> Beautiful Thing - Xiah

Lol..overall it's quite fun especially when there are such coincidence happened! ^^

I tag:

* Jyo Lyn
* Yew Hong
* Hui Fern
* Gary
* Soon Keat

TAGGED BY JYO LYN

1. Whats your ambition?

To contribute to the society?? haha..and to lead a simple and happy life :)

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2. How often do you think of commiting suicide?
Think before when i was young,wonder what will happen if i just leave the world like that.But as i'm getting matured,never think of that.Life is such a wonderful gift from God and it's precious for me as i'm having my lovely family and friends.

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3. Do you think you have enough confidence?

No.This is the bad thing for me as it really influences me a lot in a bad way.I have tried to gain enough confidence through persuading myself i'm good,i'm the best but still yet not that works.Will work harder to gain my confidence back.

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4. How many babies you want?

Is it too early to ask this?Lol..leave this question for the future..

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5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

YES.sure.I always asked people to notice whether there's a rainbow after the rain and people will respond like ''huhh?''.But I still believe that fact.Love the feeling of seeing the rainbow after the rain.So nice :)

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6. What is your goal for this year?

To do well in any exam and fully use the long-term school holidays.

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7. Do you believe in eternity love?

Yea.Definitely if I'm really lucky enough to have one.

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8*. What do you say about your life now?

Enjoying simple means of life.just that SOMETIMES may feel bored towards the routine schooling days.

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9. What feeling do you love most?

Being loved and also happiness of course.

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10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?

Ideal partner do have a lot of requirements.Yet,it depends sometimes.Things will be just fine when the time reach.Just don't be too self-centered and hot-tempered.

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11. Is there anything u wanna tell the ppl u hate?

Life is so miserable with the presence of you.Lol..but at this stage still haven't really got the strong feeling of hating someone.

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12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Yeah.every single.Friendship not just temporary but an eternal ones.Lucky to have friends who are care about me,willing to share,and always there for me.I love you all !

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13. What does flying means to you?

Freedom.Or Dying??

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14. What do you crave for the most currently?

Time.I seriously need more than 24 hours a day to complete my tasks.

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15. Where would ur ultimate vacation spot be?

Korea,Paris,Australia or perharps Japan.

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16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.

Trustworthy.Caring.Best friend to be with :)

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17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?

Thinking of the good memories I have and do the things I want to do at that moment.Watching tv,surfing the net or listen to my favourite songs.

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18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?

A person who having a bio-related career?A teacher?NOBODY?...

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19. What is your lucky number?

6 perharps.haha.my dAY :)

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20. What is your favourite food?

Typical answer when writing friends' books during primary school time - any food that my mum cooks.haha! and western food,thai food,noodles and so on..

I tag :

1. Yew Hong
2. Gary
3. Boon Hwee
4. Lin
5. Calvin
6. Soon Keat
7. Kok Thong [ u still using ur blogger? ]

my active blogger friends are just too limited..haha @@''

exam !

what can i say about this title ler?
one word to describe that is stressed..luckily just left bio,maths and chemistry I only..looking forward to the end of november..every exam gonna end that time..hehe..then can enjoy my holiday dy ^^

today start from morning tuition,group study then orchestra..wow..haven't even really got the time to rest..so just write some here to inform what's goin on here la..haha..

today is 1st NOV dy..such a special month for me..looking forward to it..what's happening this year?i wonder..

time flies really fast..end of year coming soon..then Upper Six's life gonna starts soon..aiyo..sounds so old =.='' hope everything will be fine la..wish me luck!

red balloon is going to burst because of pressure applied T.T

nice mood

today the weather is totally different from other days..windy and gloomy..love it..able to escape from the unbearable hot weather is really nice..that's why i'm having a good mood today ^^

today our class students who are going to school including me just 8 of us,terrible right?haha..it's because everyone ponteng since today no exam..sob sob..i thought it'll be a totally bored day for me but unexpectedly i learn and understand alot through discussing problems in studies with them..now i'm quite clear with the chemistry question which confusing me for so long dy..luckily still gain something in today class..

how are you feeling today,my friend? i just love the weather today..hope everyday's weather will be just like today :)

* being alone *

today lin went to raub,so just left me alone in my room..
never experienced the feeling of being alone without her..weird la..aiks..can't sleep la tonight..
the whole room feels like very silent until the condition become quite scary [m Y own imagination after listening to all sorts of ghost stories in school ] *.*

this week - exam week..so my best friends are those reference books,but too bad,i'm still sitting here and thinking all the way what to post..haha..

everyone is so stressed now and yet,STPM really difficult as what the STPM leavers have mentioned..if form 5 considered difficult then level of form 6 = undescribable.

according to Puan Phang's theory-score A1 in SPM means around B or C in STPM..oh my..

seems like i'm out of the topic of what i have wrote..conclusion = still can't sleep,haiz,really have to study dy !!

p/s : good luck to yishin who are taking her MUET exam tomorrow ~ ^^

mY holiday :)

this short raya holiday gonna end soon..quite sad about it..

although final exam coming soon,i din fully use this holiday to study..sob sob..lazy ? or just wanna enjoy only ? i duno actually..

glad to meet botak gang again..as usual,we manage to have our gathering but without kt and calvin this time..watched a funny movie - something deal with dracula (sorry,i forgot the name of it)..highly recommend u all to watch it,we were laughing all along and enjoyed the show..later we went mgm for pizza and starbucks..although just a simple yc,it's really meaningful to me..^^

after this holiday,everything will be back to its original state again..i mean those tuitions and exams..huu~~!! how I wish there's no end for this holiday..haha..MUET exam coming soon too! *omg* read my post u'll know i'm actually not fully prepared for it..my english..aikss..have to work harder this time..

gambateh to all my friends who are also facing their exam soon..all the best ~

p/s : dun worry botaks,u all are never outdated from our news..keep in touch ya! ^^

a short post..

long long LONG long long time din update my blog dy..sorry to all the friends waiting there..ahah..

i'm having an ordinary and simple life now..doing things that u can actually expected me to do..studying,tuiton-ing @@'' napping,eating,doing homework,on9-ing,i guess that's all..haha..quite monotonous..

and yet,life's quite enjoyable here..recently busy with the majlis perpisahan for librarian prefects and i just sat for the lp exam..will be an official one soon! yeah ^^

well,quite speechless now..no idea for what to write and share..haha..to all the friends there,do take care ya..anything just send me a message and i'll reply u soon de..hehe..that's all..cherrio! :)

我的近况..

各位久等的朋友们..真的不好意思,一直都没有实现我的诺言-更新我的部落格..{sorry,i'm not an active blogger,hehe..}
其实最近的心情都蛮低落的,所以也想不到要写些什么来分享的..一个接一个的消息把我的情绪拉得很低..心就好像伤到没知觉似的..到外国留学的梦已经彻底地破碎了,当我想让自己娱乐一下,好忘掉那些不开心的事情时,中提琴的考试又逼近了..只好快马加鞭,勤练了..前几年都考过类似的考试,可是这次的考试让我感觉很不踏实,可能准备不够的关系吧,很希望不要连这个考试都要面临失败,我已经没有勇气再去承受了..近来,皮肤病也越来越严重,扩散到整身都是,医生也拿我没办法,写信让我到医院去看专科..其实都不会去埋怨为什么这个问题越来越严重,可是痒的滋味真的很难受,相信有皮肤病的人都会感同身受..要告诉自己不能搔它,否则会更糟糕..而这个情况却不能应用在晚上睡觉时,因为当时无法控制自己很自然的反应,所以睡觉前都会穿长袖衣,袜子之类的,总之不要有机会直接接触到皮肤的就可以了..有时伤口还会留痕迹在衣服上..所以有的时候就会想甘愿不要睡,哪怕入眠后又会残忍地抓伤自己..这也是我没睡好的主因..唉..写了这么多没什么特别目的,只是纯粹想告知好久不见的朋友我的近况..听起来不是很好吧..哈哈..不过过了我的考试以后,一切都应该不错了..算了吧..虽然我的愿望破碎了..就当作是另一段旅程的开始吧..只能这样想了..还好有家人与朋友的陪伴,让我不会感到孤单..谢谢你们! 衷心祝福你们,请务必要好好照顾自己,祝你们早日达成自己的梦想,不要忘了有我100%的支持!

让我们一起哀悼！

即阿公离世, JPA奖学金又没获得后..我一直以为自己是最可怜的那一个..好好的东西一瞬间就消失了..直到看到报导有关缅甸的风灾以及中国四川30年以来最严重的地震新闻后,才知道自己有多么的幸福..天灾真是无情,缅甸的孩子们有的一夜之间失去双亲,变成孤儿..中国则有上千万人被活埋,失踪者也生死未卜..比起这些可怜的灾民,我远远幸福多了,衣食住行都没问题,最重要的是还有家人与朋友的陪伴..不能嫌了..经过阿公的丧事以后,我深深体会到珍惜眼前人这句话,平常善待你爱的人,也不要吝啬你对他们的关怀与照顾,不要等到事情以没有挽回的地步时,才后悔莫及..时时珍惜自己拥有的东西,知足常乐! 自己的宗教信仰也很重要,接受人生的定义,自然就看得开..以前我会很执着,完全不能接受自己亲人的离去..可是当你从信仰明白每个人都有这么一天时,那种恐惧与彷徨就不会那么强烈了..读到那些天灾的新闻,很想施与协助,虽然我没有能力给予金钱上的资助,但我会默默地为他们祈祷,希望受困的灾民可以平安,灾民早日可以从悲痛中走出来,求神庇佑!

这种人值得尊敬？？

刚刚在去载妹妹补习放学时，路上在交通灯的路口看到刺眼的灯光..初初以为是闪电,后来才知道原来是警车的警示灯..警车从旁奔驰而过,我想他应该有事情要办,有超车的人要抓吧! 哪知飞奔了一段路,那辆警车竟然在前方关了警示灯,继续他的路程..哇..这是什么行为啊..根本是滥用职权嘛..这个还不气人..驶了一段路程..那辆警车加入另一列警车中..大概有四辆吧..一起响起他们的警号和亮起警示灯闯向前..挡着他们去路的车辆都得闪到路旁..还造成了交通阻塞..而我要在这注明的是..他们绝对不是因为有任务在身才这么做的..完全是为了个人利益!! 还要摆着一副理所当然应该让他们的样子..清廉?有效率?亲切?这种人是我们值得寄托来维持社会秩序,捍卫人民利益的吗?值得受到市民的尊敬吗?