及时行孝.

婆婆就这样离去了..
还记得那天妈妈眼泛泪光地告诉我们这消息..顿时感到很突然,真的无法接受一个平时好好的人就这么离世了..

那天,五月八日,也就是母亲节那天..
叔叔买了一个蛋糕,放在婆婆的灵堂前..然后大家就一起清唱了一首耳熟能详的歌..

''世上只有妈妈好,有妈的孩子像个宝,投进妈妈的怀抱,幸福享不了,没有妈妈最苦恼,没妈的孩子像根草,离开妈妈的怀抱,幸福哪里找.....''

听到这一句时,本来平静的我还是忍不住掉下了眼泪..
那一天,本来我应该在关丹帮老师主持母亲节庆典,和小朋友们一起开心地唱这首歌来歌颂天下的母亲们的..
没想到却在这种场合下唱这首歌..

唱完后,我紧紧地抱着妈妈说''母亲节快乐,妈,我爱你!''

妈妈在身边的日子是最幸福的,不要等到没有机会行孝时才后悔..
不要吝啬每一句与妈妈的对话，
往往那就是她最希望听到的，
今天就告诉妈妈她对你有多重要吧！

holidays..

nothing special for this one week holidays but in fact i gain many experience and realise many things..
life's simple at home with sis..
never experience home alone before so it's quite challenging though..
everything is on my own and just stay all day long at home coz i dun dare to drive T.T

luckily it's ended now..
and i cant really believe that can stay with sis so long time without any quarrels or what..
haha..maybe we need support from each other and i really appreciate that..
thanks sis,love you ♥

hate myself..

i hate myself somtimes..
just a simple decision can take me ages to decide..
i know this kind of personality do drive everyone crazy..
i've tried to overcome it but it still doesn't work that way..
maybe i really think too much,consider too much of things and end up getting nothing. *sighs*

i got lots of things to say..
buried in the heart makes me feel like bursting..
but so what? who cares..
somehow i'm the one who did wrong or what..
i don't really have the guts to apologize or whatever..
i'm struggling in between..should or should not..don't have any guide in direction..
wondering what's happening next..
i just hope that i can get rid of this kind of feeling fast..
feeling so breathless..

holidays gonna end very soon..
i really hope that i can fully use this time..
to study,to gain,to realise,to be independent or perharps to get rid of the stupid feelings =S

BON VOYAGE

JYO LYN,a name which i got familiar since Standard 2 ..
that time dont really know her presence..
just remember her sis,Mae Lyn came in our class one day,saying that she is absent to school because of asthma..and she's one of my classmate which skip standard 4 with me after passing the PTS exam..
that's the only memory I can recalled during primary school time..=P

until Form 3,when Min Zhen leave kuantan to KL,i got so ''lucky'' to sit beside her (no offense kay..hehe =P) and become crazy partners cause of her influence..
out of boredom in school..we chat along together,sharing wu liao jokes,gossiping and even passing notes during classes while we just sitting beside! lols.

Then,is the Botak Gang.get along with members HL,JH,KT and YS.creating sound pollution all the day,making fun,sharing thoughts,went for annual trip together,organising activities,forming study group,creating Megapau Festival,doing all the crazy things together,laughing without worries all the day with them and supporting each other no matter what happened.

After SPM,we managed to have our last annual Botak Trip together before she's leaving to INTI after taking the JPA scholarship.Luckily we still keep in touch after that and it's nice that we can still meet and be like before.chit-chatting around and sharing thoughts.

Now,she's leaving soon to America,pursuing her degree in Engineering there.too bad the flying time clash with our PA tuition time.so can't really make it.I'm so gonna go to KLIA! T_T

Anyway,really thanks for the companion and being my listener and also supporter all the way.I really appreciate it.No matter what,you are always my BEST friend to be with.

May all your wishes come true and I sincerely hope that you can enjoy your uni life there.


"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."


Thanks for everything.Bon Voyage and take care! =)


With loves, ♥

YQ

do you remember?

i just miss my form 5 life with idiots n botaks so much..

miss the happiness we share..
miss the meaningless talk with no worries..
miss the time we share our opinions..
miss the hard time that we went through together..
miss the time we work hard for the same aim..
miss the sincerity that we gave..
miss the pureness of our friendship..
miss the life full with laughter and craziness..
miss the time of sharing really wu liao jokes..
miss the time we ponteng together..
miss the time of passing papers writing short messages although just sitting beside..
miss the time of completing school projects with the co-operation of all the teammates..
miss the time of planning our annual trip..
miss the time of creating Big Pau Festival with songs n lyrics..
miss the time being scold by the teacher together bcoz of the imitation of her action..
miss the time playing card games with the punishment of hugging a tree..
miss the time we take part in the comedy drama performance..
miss the time we pass around books to record down our memories..
miss the time we create sound pollution in the kopitiam just for a reunion..
miss the eternal friendship bond between us..

thanks for bringing me such great memories..
u all are in my heart always..
friends 4ever and ever..

memories..

today went to pray my grandpa..
time just passed so fast that i can't even realised that grandpa had left us for almost one year..
i can still remember the feeling of lost,depression and sadness for not having the chance to hear his last words..
anyway after going through this..i have learned a lot..and learn to be tougher and stronger..
actually everyone will eventually leave this world..so just don't be sad..just let it go..let time be the best medicine to cure the heart..
as we are still here..do cherish what we have now..as long as u can still breathe,there's always hope..stop complaining and start appreciating what we have now..
so i will always remember this and move on..
may u rest in peace grandpa..

-i love you always- ♥

speech-less

speechles these few days..everything just seems to be mess up..every1 not in good mood..things happened makes me feel down..me myself duno why and what happened actually..things just come together in a while..

MOODY =(

just hope these things will be over soon and everything reverts to normal..and i can get back my happiness..

after all,i'm still me..that original me..nothing changed..just the environment changed..so i think there's no need for me to explain anything about me..u all know well about me..

these days just tired for being have to explain everything..worrying if any of my thoughts will makes others unhappy..so i just ending up in not talking..tat's the best way to avoid any misunderstoods..

and if any of you feel being isolated from me..i'm sorry about that..i have my down times and i need sum time to clear up my mind..i really need it..