holidays..

nothing special for this one week holidays but in fact i gain many experience and realise many things..
life's simple at home with sis..
never experience home alone before so it's quite challenging though..
everything is on my own and just stay all day long at home coz i dun dare to drive T.T

luckily it's ended now..
and i cant really believe that can stay with sis so long time without any quarrels or what..
haha..maybe we need support from each other and i really appreciate that..
thanks sis,love you ♥

hate myself..

i hate myself somtimes..
just a simple decision can take me ages to decide..
i know this kind of personality do drive everyone crazy..
i've tried to overcome it but it still doesn't work that way..
maybe i really think too much,consider too much of things and end up getting nothing. *sighs*

i got lots of things to say..
buried in the heart makes me feel like bursting..
but so what? who cares..
somehow i'm the one who did wrong or what..
i don't really have the guts to apologize or whatever..
i'm struggling in between..should or should not..don't have any guide in direction..
wondering what's happening next..
i just hope that i can get rid of this kind of feeling fast..
feeling so breathless..

holidays gonna end very soon..
i really hope that i can fully use this time..
to study,to gain,to realise,to be independent or perharps to get rid of the stupid feelings =S

BON VOYAGE

JYO LYN,a name which i got familiar since Standard 2 ..
that time dont really know her presence..
just remember her sis,Mae Lyn came in our class one day,saying that she is absent to school because of asthma..and she's one of my classmate which skip standard 4 with me after passing the PTS exam..
that's the only memory I can recalled during primary school time..=P

until Form 3,when Min Zhen leave kuantan to KL,i got so ''lucky'' to sit beside her (no offense kay..hehe =P) and become crazy partners cause of her influence..
out of boredom in school..we chat along together,sharing wu liao jokes,gossiping and even passing notes during classes while we just sitting beside! lols.

Then,is the Botak Gang.get along with members HL,JH,KT and YS.creating sound pollution all the day,making fun,sharing thoughts,went for annual trip together,organising activities,forming study group,creating Megapau Festival,doing all the crazy things together,laughing without worries all the day with them and supporting each other no matter what happened.

After SPM,we managed to have our last annual Botak Trip together before she's leaving to INTI after taking the JPA scholarship.Luckily we still keep in touch after that and it's nice that we can still meet and be like before.chit-chatting around and sharing thoughts.

Now,she's leaving soon to America,pursuing her degree in Engineering there.too bad the flying time clash with our PA tuition time.so can't really make it.I'm so gonna go to KLIA! T_T

Anyway,really thanks for the companion and being my listener and also supporter all the way.I really appreciate it.No matter what,you are always my BEST friend to be with.

May all your wishes come true and I sincerely hope that you can enjoy your uni life there.


"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."


Thanks for everything.Bon Voyage and take care! =)


With loves, ♥

YQ

do you remember?

i just miss my form 5 life with idiots n botaks so much..

miss the happiness we share..
miss the meaningless talk with no worries..
miss the time we share our opinions..
miss the hard time that we went through together..
miss the time we work hard for the same aim..
miss the sincerity that we gave..
miss the pureness of our friendship..
miss the life full with laughter and craziness..
miss the time of sharing really wu liao jokes..
miss the time we ponteng together..
miss the time of passing papers writing short messages although just sitting beside..
miss the time of completing school projects with the co-operation of all the teammates..
miss the time of planning our annual trip..
miss the time of creating Big Pau Festival with songs n lyrics..
miss the time being scold by the teacher together bcoz of the imitation of her action..
miss the time playing card games with the punishment of hugging a tree..
miss the time we take part in the comedy drama performance..
miss the time we pass around books to record down our memories..
miss the time we create sound pollution in the kopitiam just for a reunion..
miss the eternal friendship bond between us..

thanks for bringing me such great memories..
u all are in my heart always..
friends 4ever and ever..

memories..

today went to pray my grandpa..
time just passed so fast that i can't even realised that grandpa had left us for almost one year..
i can still remember the feeling of lost,depression and sadness for not having the chance to hear his last words..
anyway after going through this..i have learned a lot..and learn to be tougher and stronger..
actually everyone will eventually leave this world..so just don't be sad..just let it go..let time be the best medicine to cure the heart..
as we are still here..do cherish what we have now..as long as u can still breathe,there's always hope..stop complaining and start appreciating what we have now..
so i will always remember this and move on..
may u rest in peace grandpa..

-i love you always- ♥

speech-less

speechles these few days..everything just seems to be mess up..every1 not in good mood..things happened makes me feel down..me myself duno why and what happened actually..things just come together in a while..

MOODY =(

just hope these things will be over soon and everything reverts to normal..and i can get back my happiness..

after all,i'm still me..that original me..nothing changed..just the environment changed..so i think there's no need for me to explain anything about me..u all know well about me..

these days just tired for being have to explain everything..worrying if any of my thoughts will makes others unhappy..so i just ending up in not talking..tat's the best way to avoid any misunderstoods..

and if any of you feel being isolated from me..i'm sorry about that..i have my down times and i need sum time to clear up my mind..i really need it..

* Botak Memories *

YEAR 2009 just began !
Let's review about activity of botaks during past few years..
This is the first post of me posting photos..so it's really a time-consuming job for me as a ''beginner''..however,it worths as these are really great memories to me..

-Year 2005-

Group photos after taking PMR results..^^


Hui Ling and Jyo during the 1st annual botak trip..


-Year 2006-


[ Botak's annual trip 2006 ]

Posing as a statue at KLCC Convention Centre..

Taken at Aquaria KLCC..where am I looking at?..


-Year 2007-


[ Sandcastle Building Competition ]

From the left : Jyo,Sook Mun,Hui Ling,Me and Sin Mun.Calvin is the
tallest!

[ PBC installation DaY ]


[ Ponteng to YC at Old Town due to extreme boredom during our
LAST Sports Day in school ]

Gabriel,Hui Yi,Jyo n Me..and the photographer in the mirror..haha..

[ Dinner at Croc-Rock ]



[ Gathering during Mooncake Festival with Mr.Leong ]


Posing with the big turtle we have made..

[ Another gathering at TC ]



[ mY birthday celebration at Secret Recipe ]

BUT..where is me?lol.

[ Photo Snapping Before Leaving the school ]




Taken during Jubli Emas..^^


[ Botak annual trip 2007 and Edu Fair in KL ]

Taken at Planeterium..

Jyo and I at San Francisco Steak House..^^

Try to gain our balancing at planeterium..

Hui Ling and Jyo trying the ice-cream served at the edu fair booth..

bunch of botaks except JH not in the photo + Ting Yee and Jun Jun
at the garden of KLCC..



-Year 2008-

[ YC at Kemaman Kopitiam ]


[ 1st experience at Starbucks Coffee ]

This is the results of Self-timer capture..lol.

Jyo and I.

[ Lala Hunt ]



[ Botak annual trip 2008 @ KL Genting Mission ]

Capture in the cable car..

Botaks~!


[ YC before Tebak leaving Kuantan ]



[ SPM results award-giving ceremony ]




[ YC at Relax before MATRIX students leaving ]


[ Gathering for the celebration of JH's birthday ]


[ Dinner at BayLeaf ]



[ Botak's Reunion at Pizza Hut ]


[ Gathering 1 day before the release of SPM results ]


Looks like a family-potrait huh?haha..


Finally,

[ Botak's Reunion at TC - end of year 2008 ]

Finally DONE!

These memories not only must keep in here..but also in our hearts..

Thanks for being my best friends,botaks..

LONG LIVE BOTAKS !

LONG LIVE IDIOTS + I !

- FRIENDS 4EVER - ♥